---Why did I do this... I can't believe this.---
Soubi dropped his keys, and was so shaky that he didn't know if he would ever get in his house.
"Come the ******** on! This is getting ridiculous. He is just a kid, I shouldn't even have feelings for him." Soubi got more tears.
His eyes were red and swollen, from crying... Soubi was having such a hard time to not break down, that he couldn't even handle getting into his house. Soon he just gave up. Left his keys on the mat, and walked away...
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it’s true
I’m still in love with you
---You are my everything, but I guess it just doesn't matter. You don't want anything to do with me. I'll never come back. You said you loved me too. Does none of it matter? You can't hear me. Why do I even try...---
It started to rain, and Soubi just kept walking. Didn't know where he was going, but oh well... His day couldn't get any worse. Besides the rain was just hiding his tears...
One day you’ll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be yours
Give me a chance to see
---I just wanted to show you everything I could be. But nothing will change the nothing I have become... I'm just confused, and I can't stand this pain. Please just wait for me to work it out, so we can be together forever...---
"Do I even mean any of this?"
Soubi started to confuse himself, as he stood staring into the sky... He didn't even know what he was saying. Ritsuka was now annoyed with being taken for granted. Which was just what Soubi was doing... But I guess nothing matters anymore... It's all over for them, right?
---I don't know what he wants from me. But right now I just can't give him all that much...---
Day and night I’m always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know its true
I’m still in love with you
---I'll be by you forever. I hope I'll be in your heart as well... I guess I can just pray for you to love me once again like you did when I could make you smile like no one else ever could.---
Soubi sunk down to the ground... This is the end... Or was it?
---- smile smile smile smile smile smile smile Is it the end of both of them, or will they ever get back to the way things were? Guess you'll have to read on to find out smile
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