Soubi!" Ritsuka ran outside. He looked around hoping he would see Soubi somewhere... The rain had started to clear, but it was still foggy outside.
"Soubi! I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking... I don't hate you, please come back!"
He screamed into the deserted streets. Ritsuka's voice was being drowned out by the train passing. He just wished he hadn't sent Soubi away. What could possibly be settled by not having the one you love by your side.
Soubi couldn't hear him. He was too far away. Trying to find a way to control the depression sinking deep within himself... Soubi didn't want to and didn't mean to hurt Ritsuka. Nothing in his life was more important to him than that boy...
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"Soubi?" Kio called, as he started to walk towards him.
Soubi!" Kio started to run, as Soubi fainted from exhaustion. He had been up all night thinking of Ritsuka, and now it finally got to him, and he fainted in the middle of the street. A car skidded to a halt, when he saw someone fall.
Kio rushed over to him, and shook Soubi. "Soubi wake up!"
Soubi opened his eyes, but couldn't say anything. He started to fall back into his slumber. Kio lifted him up, and put Soubi's arm over his shoulder. "Come on Soubi. We are going home now." He carried him toward the sidewalk, when Soubi moaned.
"No! I have to see Ritsuka! He needs me." Soubi jumped, and started running in the direction of where he thought he heard the voice of his beloved one call for him.
"Soubi! You're just tired. Come back!" He stared off as Soubi got farther and farther away from him. Tears came to his eyes, when Kio realized that he wasn't going to come back. Soubi loved Ritsuka, talked about him all the time, and Kio knew there was nothing he could do or say that would make him realize that the boy was too young for him. Trying to make Soubi love him, was utterly impossible ever since Ritsuka came into the picture.
Kio hated the boy for that, but there was nothing he could do. "Soubi... Why can't you see that I need you..." He whispered to himself as he stumbled off towards his house. A little disoriented from all the tears that were blurring his vision…
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