Ok to all my fellow people who are depressed:
Even if everthing seems to be sliping away, even if it looks like your losing everything, life goes on.
We lose and gain things sometimes.
We cant always look at what we lose.
We have to see what we do gain.
Everyday I look back on my life and see how I lost everything dear to me. But then I look at now. The present. What matters. And I see, how much I do have. I have things I love much more than the things I used to love.
I learned to value what I am getting insted of looking back then and seeing what I already got.
And you dont lose everything, just some things.
And I would know, I lost a lot: My grandmother (no she didnt die but she never speaks with me anymore), my other grandmother(no she didnt die but she never speaks with me anymore), my friends (also not dead), my grades, my father (Not dead), my pets (died or sold), my house, and a lot more that Im to lazy to list.
But then I relize what I gain:
More friends, my club, my music, computers, true friends, pets, better grades, career options, sucess in dreams, money (KACHING!!!), and hope.
And belive it or not, but its not until recently that I think this way.
And sometimes when Im sad I revert back to my other ways of thoughts.
But then I talk to my friends and they cheer me up.
No one has a good life anymore, so you cant be excluded from anything.
Well....Barbie has a good life.... Well actully, most of my barbie dolls were tied to celing fans that were turnd on, thrown off of buildings, walked on, thrown into the ocean... sweatdrop
And the only reason I think so positive is because one of my best friends pretty much changed my life around. Im not sure how, but he really helps me.
My friends are my life. They keep me going on. Thats why I love them so much.
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