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With tears in my eyes i sit here writing my last words to the world. Tonight shall be my last night alive. I have realized for the first time in years that the reflection i saw was without doubt the ugliest nightmare alive.
With lives at stake i feel this to be a necessary action. Shame and regret and guilt are all i can feel swirled together with an undeniable thirst of sorrow. Will I ever escape this hurricane of despair? I am far too insecure to survive this on my own so with these words may they finally hear me as i scream and escape the hell i have found myself in. And for oh sweet divine sorrow let my love for him live on in this cold heartless dark abyss of a world. crying emo