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My sobs press against my lips,
Like rams against a battered wall.
You’ve shown me the real you tonight.
Do I even know you at all?

Now I will tell you what I've done for you:
Fifty thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you.
And you still sit there, smiling wide.

I can’t believe you would do that.
I wish this were all a dream.
But sadly I know what’s real.
I know you’re more than you seem.

Lost in your game to change the same,
I think you know all along somehow what you do.
Now that I know the way you play
I don’t want to be with you.

All those honeyed words.
All pre-planned and rehearsed weren’t they?
I can’t listen to your apologies.
I don’t care what lies you have to say.

So go on and scream,
Scream at me.
I’m so far away…
Know that I won’t be listening to your plea.