So this is how life goes apparently. You wake up, get food in your system or coffee. You go to work/school, you get home and you hop on Gaia or Myspace or whatever site you normally go onto. Lets see how my day goes. Stay up all night thinking about people I'm probably never gonna meet, only wishing to be with them and see how they live their lives, um. Finally go to sleep at around 6:30 in the morning, sleep til about 2:30 and then hop on Gaia til about... 10:30. Then I'm in my bed, dying of heat and thinking. Listening to Epica and thinking. Curling up in a ball wishing to hear his voice once more.. Wishing that his arms are around me and keeping me safe and making me feel loved. But then again, there goes my imagination once again. I wait for him to text me every morning, normally its Cammy who texts me now.. I don't get a text from him until about... 2:30 or so. He works. I get that. I sleep. He gets that. But still. When we're both awake and what not, he's busy with his friends or something. Which is depressing... But I have to leave you now. I'll rant later..
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