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repeadetly i construct myself a castle of contentment
and on occosion joy out of bricks out of negetivity
it collapses daily and i still lash together a fortress
under continualy weakining foundations
the impact on the earth grows
louder and more violent every day
i can not figure out how those bricks make contact
with that earth where there is nothing
underneath in the first place


perhaps it it that i realisation that causes the tower to topple down
yet how can i realise it when
i continue to erect that forttime and time again?
surely if there was nothing underneath there would be
no way to build it up in the first place

ascendancy?
to find the truth
to plumb
and probe the depths of the soul
requires descension into it
Ascendancy?
how does one ascend through desension
is the mind a sphere and soar beyond it
when the only derection is down