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domokun

I am sooooooo bored.

As well as angry. I wanted to say 'And angry as well', but you aren't suppose to start a statment with the word and~ stare or so I have been taught.

Lots of things are bothering me right now and the only good things that is keeping me from being a super b***h right now, is the fact that Tenshi is happy because of David.

But other than that, I reeeeeeeeaaaaaaly hate people right now.
stare scream stressed

And I'm ******** sick of seeing 'Erectile Disfuntion' commercials on the Sci-Fi channle scream I'm sick of seeing girls gone Wild too scream

Alright, another good point and I try to miserably make myself happy again. Kevin got PC (Power Cord) skill for me on Ragnarok today. That made me so damn happy earlier...

But when I put the skill to use I ******** hate it. The song that accompanies it since I am a Dancer and he is a Bard(music playing person stare ) sucks a** because the song is so out of tune!! scream I hate it when sounds that are the same are out of tune like that!!! Like when I used to play the violen and we couldn't get the thing on tempo that pissed me off and irrriated me so much!!! scream scream

I feel disgusting because I didn't take a shower last night (though I did take one during the day at like...3pm) and have been showerless all day. I feel icky. But no stare I had to make it my goal to learn PC by today. And I didnt even learn it. Kevin did...I can't learn any skill on my own...I'm so weak its pathetic... sad

And then ontop of that, everyone is so mean to me. cry Maybe I'm just being super emotional...

I always rage about stuff and then cry...and those are the weak girls...

Great. Now Kevin and Chris(who is a.k.a. Shadow on Ragnarok, the boy in my siggy picture) want to 'talk about it'. stare

I miss Onii-san so much too. I've been thinkin about 'em alot and I cant talk to him till tommrow when he is off work but I gotta go to school tommrow sad Its not fair crying The one day I can talk to him and I can't because of stupid school. crying crying crying crying crying crying He won't (or doesnt have it, I dont know...) lemme know his aim, or yahoo, or msn messagner things crying

....

It isnt fair...

No one is ever around when I need them...

Especially the ones that matter the most...

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