my life could not possibly suck more than it does right now.
i try not to cry.
and to let it go.
i dont want to be this totally depressed person, with a heart so
broken it hurts every time i breathe.
i still love him. and heres the worst part.
i want him back


~from a book i just started reading today..and from the moment i read the first sentance.. i knew it was me..