Another year had passed by and another new year has begun... So many things had happended and so many things had ended...
there are questions that I've ask to myself several years ago but still... I'm confused. I don't have the answer yet... But someday... i hope... this year... Some of these questions will be answered...
soon...
Why am I here?
What's my purpose in life?
What's my purpose in other people's lives?
How can I change my life?
How can i bring back things the way it used to be?
What's the thing I'm afraid of?
What's the thing holding me back from doing things i wanna do?
What are the things holding me back from being succesful?
So many things had happened last year...
Accusations
Things that I hate to remember... Questions in my head that keep on coming again and again...
Why do the me?
What did I do?
How Come?
Everytime I remember those things... DAMN! i wish they never existed... I hate them a lot...
Those accusations that lead to
Betrayals of a friends...
Until now... I'm still wondering why do they do that? What did i do to make them betray me? Is it human to do those things? Is it really natural for them? Darn! Still no answer...
Noone bothers to defend me that i'm innocent... instead they believe the accusations...
New Friends... Weird Relationships
This year... Even though I lost so many friends... I feel relieve... like what Gladys said... "ok lang na nangyari yun at least bago matapos ang school year at magkahiwa-hiwalay tayo... nalaman mo kung sino ang hindi mo talaga kaibigan."
She's right... Who will need lots of friend if most of them aren't real... It is better to have few friends that are real than those who have many but fake...
We even got new members of our barkada...
GLADYS, JEZEL, ANGEL... They're nice. Though we feel more challenge in our relationships... i'm glad that we're still strong and united. I'm still wondering what would be their purpose in life and in my life...
I even got new friend... Well... a bit odd... the seminarist from St. Peter's Seminary...
who are they? weill... i don't know if I remember them all but let me see...
Kuya Louie
Kuya Lauro
Kuya Jimmy
Kuya Ronald
Kuya Godfrey
Kuya Ace
Kuya AR
Kuya Arce
Kuya Faith
Kuya Alfred
WAH! I DON'T REMEMBER THE OTHER 2... SORRY!!!
i even got a fancy date with Kuya Ronald... hehehe... it is not actually a date... well... kinda... He even tell the story about his ex girlfriend, their adopted child, and the story of Ella's (adopted child) mom.
That's all... 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding rofl rofl 4laugh 4laugh ninja ninja ninja
Mille_Yu Community Member 
|
|
