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Sry about last entry. i was depressed then. i still kinda am but i am a bit better. I am sooooo happy that i am going back to school. I miss all my friends. Some of them moved away but i am okay. I mean they have my Phone#. I am so happy today. What i mean bby that is I am happier than i have been in a long time. I am still depressed a little but it is all okay. I have some depression problems. When i get to school i am most likely going to be so happy that i don't know what i will do. I have never felt like this during christmas break ever. But now i am can't wait till school. i am most likely going to hate summer this year. I am moving soon but i am still going to go to the same school. ugh i don't know what else to write.

I have had writers block for ages. I write stories alot but now my mind is blank on all that i write. i write fanfiction for a website. I write Yu Yu Hakusho fanfiction. I write about my favorite couple, Hiei and Botan. I have writen about 30 or 40 stories about them but i have only submitted 5...I think. oh well. I have lost alot of my stories b/c my comp has frozen so many times and deleted my stories. but now i have a thing to save them on if my comp breaks down. Everyone else in my family says they will use it but they don't so i only do.

I love the radio. It is something i have to listen to at least once a day. If i don't hear music at least once a day i can't think until i do hear music. It has become a thing that i need. It is like breath.


Okay I have made a poem and i wamt to share it.

WAKING UP

The sky turns from blue to black
The silent night is back
The sun has set
as i don't go to sleep yet
soon my eyes close
as everything stops from my head to my toes

I wake up and see the sun
as my sleeping is done
My eyes are open wide
Under my covers i no longer hide

I will face the day with no fear
As i plan on doing everyday this year

I look up at the sky and smile
as my feet step onto cold tile
The house is filled with heat
as i soon take a seat

and face the day with no fear
as i plan on doing everyday this year



Okay that poem was about coming out of depression. sry if some of it made no sense.