********. I'm screwed.
This dork just waltzes into Joey's party and then all my plans just suicide out the window.
I mean, REALLY? WHY? This stupid kid with a stupid hair cut and stupid braces. Why must you always blow everything up when I least expect it? I was planning. I had a PLAN. I was going to go to Homecoming. And I was going to ENJOY IT! I was going to turn the flirt switch on and grab Prez before Kyle dared ask me out again. It sounded so easy. So simple. I knew I was just avoiding it because I didn't want to have to rely on someone when I had myself.
And now what am I supposed to do? He's going to be there Friday, and then he's going to be gone for another year. Why must you do this to me?
I HATE IT. I HATE HIM.
Why do I like him so much?
P.S. @ W: I knew you could do it. wink
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So i'm not sure if I've won or lost.
But anyway, it's always possible for you to have a relationship with him even though he goes to a different school, but frankly, the more logical choice would be to continue on with your plan, because david is here, and perhaps mroe convieant. but that dosen't mean you cant have a dance or two with ryan.