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Outside

I feel like I'm outside
Looking in
Into something that was me
But was thrown away

I couldn't control
What I was doing
Watching myself
From another world

I shouted and yelled
But I couldn't do anything
They couldn't hear me
Locked out

Fading away slowly
Noboy knows
Who I am
Or what I have done

Finally gone
I couldn't see
What was happening
To who I was


Gone

I'm floating away
Without a sound
I cannot scream
My mouth is bound

I can't figure out
What is going on
But before I know it
I'm already gone

Gone from the world
Not sure what to do
The ultimate release
Now I'm coming to

I open my eyes
And see where I lie
Just keep waiting
For time to go by

The clock slowly ticking
I can't take it anymore
I don't realize what happens
Till he opens the door


Not sure

Don't know who I am
Changed
Can't be sure who I was
Gone

Never the same
Scared
Cannot find myself
Lost

Walking away
Alone
Losing everybody
Hated

The lights go off
Dark
Not sure where I am
Blind

Can't find my way
Stumble
Close my eyes
Fallen