Sometimes it seems like a fairy tale where we all end up happy. My heart seemed not happy being a princess, where everyone is always on your look out and never seem to leave you alone, but for some reason it had always made me feel sad and alone.
Love is a shadow that is always with us, it has always been here to hurt us as it always had. There's a lack of pain that i cant feel anymore, Love is something i never felt before...or probably never will.
Strange feelings i feel kill my happiness away, anger and sadness seem to fill its place. Loneliness can be my only feeling inside.My dreams are my only salvation in bad times of my emotions of loneliness, anger and sadness.
My feelings were always been hurt by everyone around me. And they used me for their own purposes. So that's why i always hide my true feelings inside and pretend that everything is fine when im surrounded by them.
But what is there to do? who can i count on? is anyone there to help me out? Am i just here to be used?? i cant do anything now...why do if at the end im just gonna end up dead and alone in tis miserable world.
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rough times...
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