Dear *******: I really didnt want to say you goodbye, the day you said "we have to break up" i though it was all a lie, but no, it was real, as real as the tears i am dropping right now just by remembering how you would make my whole world, all the plans i had for both of us, and remembering both of us laugh when we said we were gonna be a family and we were going to be together forever....... But i think i wasnt keen enough to see that your love was slipping from me......... now i only have memories of you, vague memories that torment me day and night. I cry so much just by wanting you again with me........ this is so much pain........... i need you so much........... i need to feel your warmth...... i need to feel YOU near me....... I love you so much.......... but i never showed it to you the way you wanted it, im so sorry that i couldnt be the man you were searching for, that i dissapointed you every time, it's just that i needed you so much that i didn't see what was really going on. Now I see you happy......... but it's not with me, you are with someone else................. WHY?!?!?!?!?!? WHY IF YOU ARE NOT ON MY LIFE ANYMORE I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? WHY YOU JUST CAN'T GO AWAY AND LET ME BE HAPPY TOO!?!?!?!?!?! It's because i love you so much that I can't forget you and it hurts me so much when I see you with him, I just can't stand it........ Just remeber: my heart will be here for you always and i will always love you no matter what, you are the one that made me feel just right but now you make me feel so wrong.
Trying to forget you;
The One that will love you truly
Edreun Community Member 
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