[Please anyone who reads this, don't take it seriously, or think of it as a call for attention. This is not the point of these poems, they're just stress relief, o_______o I'm just...writing.]
I want to die. Slit my wrists and drown in the depths of this darkness. Oh, stop the whinning, stop the sheltering of my heart. I don't want this anymore, this confusing, this heartbreak. Quit pushing me! I'm at my limit! I can't go any further, or I will fall. Fall...I want to fall, I want this to stop. I don't want to walk this narrow crumbling path anymore. I don't want to follow his footsteps, I don't want these beatings of your twisted love. Back off, give me my space, I'm not kind, I hate you all, every one of you. Get away from my safety, get away form my heart. The closer you are the more it hurts when you leave. Stay away, I don't want to feel anymore.
Die.
Anrui4 · Thu Jan 19, 2006 @ 11:47pm · 1 Comments |