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I dont know
I love Roberto but I don't know..I'm confused and I wish the feeling would go away..and I keep listening to music to try to get the fact that he's not mine out of my had..but every song I'm in the mood to listen to reminds me about the way we used to talk and the way we would talk about how it would be when we lived together and how we would get married..I know this all sounds so stupid to someone else reading it but I just don't know anymore..I want him to be happy and I know that him staying with me hurts...so I let him go..but I want him back..I miss everything..the way he would make me laugh..everything we would talk about...the way I would stay on the phone with him for hours just cuz I love the sound of his voice...I miss how he would continually give me butterflies...I miss the warm fuzzy feeling I always had..he's pushed me away so many times..I dont feel like that anymore..and its not that I don't love him because I do its more of..everytime we talk..he tells me to get over him and it hurts me and scares me..I still love him like crazy..I don't want to stop to think about how life would be without him..I want to spend my entire life with him but..I dont know..I want my burrito..
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