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god, life is random
I just thought I'd say...
I think I figured it out

He hates her, yes?
He really does.
That girl that supposedly "destroyed his life".
When in fact, he destroyed it all by himself.
(Sorry.)

He thinks about her a lot.
He even wrote a note for her,
and it may not have been nice,
but he wrote it for her.
And in the beginning, he states,
"There I go, thinking about you again."
(That's a burn. -->for me.)

You know, I'm about to snap.
Because my boyfriend is thinking about his practically ex-girlfriend
ALL THE TIME.

And I'm not jealous
(okay, a little)
because he can't even remember
IN A WEEK
to write me a note,
but he dedicates a Facebook note to her.

Maybe I'm being slightly over-dramatic.
(But then again, when was the last time he wrote me a Facebook note?!)
Oh yeah, never.

And why is it that he girl whose brains he wants to turn into
strawberry swirl mush on the floor
in a tragic mix of blood, brains, and fragments of skull

gets more attention than I do?!
Why is it that he thinks about her more often?
Why does he text her more often?
(It's not that I mind him texting her, he has a life and he can make his own choices)
But he won't even text me back!
He doesn't even write to me!


Maybe he's just tired of me...
...maybe he wants to break up...
Oh well.
That's life.

...yet....
I still hope he'll prove me wrong.
He'll sweep me off my feet and make me believe again.
He'll make me trust.
Maybe he can.
But right now, I just want him to snog me.
Just to show me he cares.
Even though I know he does.
(I certianly sound like a whore.)





 
 
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