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I met this girl when I thought my life couldn't get any worse. A girl I had a crush on before my current girlfriend Jasmine. When we broke up I thought that love was never going to come for me..Until a girl named Bella came into my life. At first I thought she was just a nice girl. Always responding when I came into the room with a "How are you doing?" or "What are you doing?" At that moment I thought to myself, "This girl must be really bored, because she had a boyfriend at the time, Russell. When I came into the room she literally jumped into my arms. I must be dreaming because I never got this much attention in my life, even from past girlfriends. One day, I was hanging out with my best friend Peyton when she came into the room acting crazy and wild as usual. Until I heard the news she broke up with her boyfriend. I had a minor crush on her before I ever dated Jasmine but she was with someone before I could ask her. That day, we spent the day laughing and smiling until she had to go. As she left she called out to me saying, "I love you." quickly leaving the room. I was shocked and didn't know what to think. I thought it must be my imagination. But that night..all I could see was her face. Thats all I had on my mind, Bella... By the time it was 5 in the morning I still couldnt sleep. I had to go outside for some air and clear my mind. But she never left.. I asked myself, "Why would she say that?" and "Did she really mean it?" I took my chance and the next morning, I asked her to be my girlfriend. With my eyes clenched shut for Thor's hammer to strike, I heard "Yes. Of course." I was stunned. A girl with her stature and looks to like someone like me, a jealous clingy guy? As days progressed, our love blossomed into something I have never felt before.. I think I was finally in love. Before I knew it 3 months passed, then 4. It was the happiest days of my life. I wanted to shout to the world that I have finally found the one I wanted to be with for the rest of my life.. Just as things were settling down, trouble struck. I began getting jealous and controlling..Before we knew it we took breaks apart from each other.. Now.. we are broken up... I wish that I could have her in my arms once again. To feel her breath upon my neck.. To have the warm tender lips upon mine. How I miss you... I wish you would come back to me. I'll wait and take this time we are away to get better.. To become less jealous and learn to trust you. Bella..I love you with all my heart. There is no girl that can replace you in my heart. I'll wait for you forever.. heart heart heart
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