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It's a sad truth.

That the sweetest girls with it all will have it all taken away by some guy whose a total jerk..
They give their hearts to them and they show their sweet side at first but, then as time goes on they start showing you their bad sad to you and end up only showing you that side of them..

We'd do anything to see them happy and they'd have no problem pushing to the ground and watching you fall for there amusment. and then they say i'm sorry and of course we fall again for them.. cause thats what happens when you give them everything you've got..

She's been nothing but great to you. and she may not be another "YOU" but, hell is she a great person at heart and she damn well trys more to make you better than you'd ever do for her. She deserves better.. and you think your so great? Ha! I can laugh at you for I've seen your true colors.. and I've seen your world. and I've also seen hers.
All the stupid fights and the worthless failed brea-ups are just showing that your 4 years might not be worth it. and you blame her? when really you could also be the blame for it..
4 years of falling for you she's done. and me too, which is sad to say.. all the hard ships we'd all been through and all the tears all for a never ended river from the both of us.. I'm giving up. And I'm gonna make sure that you and her make it.. only cause she can't let go.. and refuses to..
But, let me tell you that you aren't the greatest thing just because you think she can't live without you, or because she's obsessed with you! she loves you, even from afar she does! and you need to finally see that and quit chasing me along with being with her! It's the reason your so upset and hurting her.
It's not worth it! I'm not worth it! so please stop!
No more lies, no more feelings, or heartbreak or anything. nothing.

I can't deal with pain well.. and I never well...
I need to move on.. I need to find my love.. cause i know that it'll never be with you.
So with the last things on my mind, I say, I'll always love you, but I'm never gonna be worth it so JUST LET ME MOVE ON.. and for you to do the SAME..

only then will we all be happy.. and maybe one day if it's not then maybe we can try to restart a new chapter but, until then we must end it here...