So there are two reasons I have started pouring all my thoughts and feeling into a journal where so many people can see.
ONE : Its like a stress reliever that will help me with my emotions.
TWO : I've always wanted to write something that others could read and think about or just to hear my story.
Anyways, I've been up all night and have really got to thinking about lots of things.
Music, school, my boyfriend, my bestfriend, and so on.
Sometimes thoughts cloud over me with many questions with no answers.
"What would happen if I wasn't here?"
"What if no one liked me and I was all alone?"
"Why am I hated by some and loved by other?"
From having these questions, my curiosity wants the answers more and more.
And sometimes I wonder if there is a way to get the answers for the unanswerable questions.
There are people in my life that are able to help me with my quest for answers.
But we'll only get so far.
Then time will tell and I will have to wait for my answers.
