It's insane!
So you remember that guy I told you guys about?
Well, he came over last night. And spent several hours with my family.
And it went great! I'm really happy.
Seth isn't doing very well, though.
He has an infection in his tooth. sad BUT THAT'S OKAY, TOO. <3
I love you guys soooo much (everyone I mentioned last time, you know who you are, and you're awesomely awesome)! I know I'm not around very much, but I miss you, especially those of you who are gone now. You know where to find me if you ever want to talk or vent or rant or catch up. Or if you need a shoulder to cry on, I'm good for that too, they tell me. ^^
I can't figure out what I've ever done to deserve friends like you all, not to mention the ones I have out here in the real world! (Everyone say "Hi!" to Aimee, Levi, Amy, Sarah and Henry!) Yeah. I fully expect a bunch of you to turn eighteen and come find me. The ones of you that I reallytrustalot know where I am, and the ones of you who care can find out from them. =) I'll make sure to always have a pan of brownies and batteries for my camera ready when you guys come a'knocking on my door. I know I'm not worthy of your trust or caring, but I want you to know that I fully appreciate it that you guys are there for me when I need you. <3
So, I'm happy! And I'm still worried and paranoid and freaked out a lot of the time. That's me, though. Heh heh heh. I'm just a pessimist, but I hope that will pass with time. This whole "having friends" thing is starting to wear me down in that respect. GAH! Since last night I can't seem to stop smiling. Jeeze. xD You guys have all got to meet this "really, really good friend" of mine. He equals awesomeness. Maybe I can convince him to stop by Gaia sometime, lame though it may be.
OH! And I'm in contact with Andrew (Grindy), if anybody wants messages passed along. Also, he told me to give his cell number to anyone (WARers only, of course) who wants it. So, if you want to give him a call or drop him a text message, just send me a PM telling me to pull out my address book. ;D I think I've got it written down in one of my notebooks somewhere ... I should probably find that. xD Which reminds me; I found James's number - that I had written down like over a year ago - on an index card the other day. Whatever happened to that guy, anyway? Huh.
SO YEAH. Love you guys. <3 Keep living life the way it was meant to be lived. Not in pleasure only for yourself, but for a greater purpose.
- Becca/BecBec/Trippylet/Dread
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Drown out all the words they ever said
Take an oath of silence and pretend
That with that hatred met its end"