life's depressing... most people think others should be happy like they are but right now one of my friends doesn't seem to get that her so called heartache was just the fact she didn't want to see the guy she loves with another girl and she caused her own pain. by re-dating him just means she cannot be alone... once she can truely see her life with out him she can truely live freely. but until then she will see nothing but pain and suffering. If she wishes to see my point she shall see life doesn't need a lover. i'm bacically single and I really don't care who dates who just as long as they can see that even with a boy friend or a girl friend they can live with out. I'm sorry my dear friend but you are a hopeless little girl that depends on the one who cannot give you everything.
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No matter how hard I try I can never keep someone by my side. Why is is, no matter what I always have I lose hold of the one thing I hold dear. I lose my self when that feeling is missing. I try and try but my attempts are futile. I always lose the one thing I love. I wish to know what true love or true feelings but alas I can't find my true self. I just cry in side my soul wishing to know how to feel. All I want is the one I love to come back to me and make my soul free once more because I will die and never be reincarnated to a better form. I will have ceased my existence on this pitiful world and rot in my soul forever never to see the light of day normally; all I see is black and white. that's the color of my soul.
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