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Saturday:

Sweet. DENZEL IS ******** AWESOME. Each movie he does, my heart triples in size, and so does the consequential fandom.

Then moved boxes for Mikey and his mommy. Enter Migmog McGee. Also, Grace Thiefbar.

Do you remember?
Do you remember?
Do you remember?
All of the times we had.

Dinner yummy.

Sunday:

Was spent sleeping and reading Hikaru no Go. It's all the intellectual battles of Death Note, without the pain and suffering and overall death. I love the tension Obata brings to his manga. So cool..

Quit el gym-o. I was just kind of using going to it as an excuse to delaying homework, which I don't want to do anymore. And I still have the tread mill, so it's not like I'm going cold turkey. Left a note on the door because I can never catch Beau. He called later and said he'd cancel it, but that it was a good idea to keep exercising for my health, blah, blah. His heart's in the right place. I like him.

And now other assorted news:

- Keith got an A+ on the paper I edited. I think I asked him on Friday. And it really made my day. Just knowing that I could help someone that much. It's a little sad that I'm much better at making other people successful than myself. But I also think that it's a redeeming point. It's one of the things I like about myself the most.

- Was the only person in all of Coon Dog's classes to get an A+ on the midterm. My quarter grade was a solid D, but it brought my semester grade up to a C. My 99 in WWII was less remarkable, and I hated my C midterm for English. BAH.

- Removed Jenny as a friend off of facebook. Everyone's thinking it's just a bitchy move by me, and I'm sick of trying to explain to that skeptical face. For every one of her sentences, a "b***h" or "stupid" or "psycho" is attached. It's been like this for two months. I can't ignore it even if I ignore every other word she's spewing. I'm sick of the selfishness and the ignorance. She's completely blind to how she's constantly ripping me apart. I'm a slave to her, car-wise. Yeah, thanks, mom.

The worst crimes are committed with an ignorant pretext. I will not accept that as an excuse; I've told her she's killing me countless times.

You know that voice in the back of your head that always tells you you're not good enough?

She's that voice, incarnated. She is the bane of my existence. And I also know, thanks to the Taoist doctrine, that it's my fault.

- I'm trying to work on my crip self-confidence. Currently still working.