Looking over a million parts of my once called life.
You asked me the other day, how did I feel about us now that we are together. I didn't really have an answer then, because this is kind of overwhelming feeling I have now. I'm still not sure how to put it all in words, but I will try to do so.
If I'd tell you that I'm happy, I would be lying. "Happy" does not cut out for all of this, it's too plain word for how I feel. I'm extatic, I'm overwhelmed with joy, I'm feeling every possible positive feeling there is.
And I'm scared, but not of you, of course not. I'm scared of how much I love you already. No, no, how much I am in love with you, that would suit my feelings better.
You are truly amazing one, no one has gotten this close to me before, no one has made me feel so completely and perfectly comfortable around them. No one has ever gotten me to open up, the way I do to you, and you don't even have to try to get me to talk.
You are the sweetest thing I have ever seen, the way you smile at me, the way you look at me, the way you talk to me. I can't help but to feel all fluttery inside, just thinking about you is making me have this.. This godawfully idiotic grin on my face. Every time.
I absolutely love the fact, how you can make my heart skip a beat, just by being there, without even needing to do anything special. It does so, out of just me seeing your face, you sleeping, or when you forget that I'm watching you, and you sit there, all concentrated on something.
I guess, what I'm trying to say here, is that you are my everything. I couldn't live without you. I love you, Ronnie, I love you more than anything. Hopefully this tells you enough, to answer your question before.
Shattered in infinity, cut out by own knife.
Amarhena · Sun Feb 14, 2010 @ 09:48pm · 0 Comments |