FML right now. I hate myself so much, everything is so tense all the time!
School is CRAP! And im failing Mathematics because the teacher goes through too fast! My BF is always being a p***k. I am in virtual <3 with someone (not like <3 <3 but <3).....
I live too far from my mummy and i just want a hug! My school assignments are piling up and my friends are drifting...... and tense.
I just have no idea what to do anymore i mean come on how much can one person take before they crack?? I know how much!!! i am seriously on breaking point my life is falling apart and every day i feel a piece of my heart crack, a piece of me falling off into the wind as it melts in the heat.
I just want to go back to when things were simpler and i <3ed my life. I want to be happy, i just dont know how to feel happy anymore. I cant even smile properly anymore, its an endless frown, that is Forced into being a smile.
I cant help but feeling alone in the sea of people surrounding my life, and in that sea i am drowing, and no one no matter how hard i scream looks up and rescues me.
Im not trying to be melodramatic or emo, but seriously, it has gotten to that stage that i really do want to just pass on, and finish this life and cease to exist.
Thanks.... all you people that make me feel this way, its worse than i ever thought being hated could be.
I hate being lonely.
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