Its eating at me at my soul at my mind
its working its way through each vain
it's the reason i cant pass this pain
It's looking me in the face telling me Im a disgrace
It's making me cringe its making me cry
it's making me wish it was my time to die
It's getting deeper and deeper its making
getting through the day harder and harder
I can't face myself, i can't face you
I am lost I'm confused idk what to do.
I want you, I do, I made a mistake haven't you made them too?
Oh please someone take it out IDC how just i want it out
Its eating at me it wont go away oh please I can't live
if it's here to stay i cant face myself I can't face the light of day
this is my cry for help my plead for forgiveness this
is what i am asking you? WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!
I cringe at the thought of not having your exsistance
I bleed at the thought of your resistance
I dread the thought of loosing you
SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IM SUPPOSE TO DO!?
you say its okay you'll get over it I am sick of always letting
you take the hits. But i cant take this it's slowly bringing me
to my ending days. Its making me drag behind
everyone's freaking MARTIKA WHATS WRONG?
nothing the days are just seeming so long
Im growing weak, is it next week?
What am I gonna do? I have to fix this
its one of those must do's
But how? Only I can Do it
I'm confused can you see it?
Help me? oh someone take this out
I feel weak, I feel sick I feel guilt
I Cant loose you I cant solve this
How could I hurt you?
I didn't mean to .
Maybe I must get hurt too?
Oh dear what am I gonna do?
Someone please this is my cry for help this
is my plea
Someone just tell me?
What..is it gonna take to set myself and you free?
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