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I can't even believe that I am contemplating this.

Edu represents all that is good about me. She makes me whole, she makes me, well, me. But while I love her with all my heart and soul, I want to experience everything I can before settling down with her.

Does that make me horrible? Because I feel like it. I feel like a horrible person for thinking about "Taking a break" to see if I am missing anything from my life, even though a part of me knows I am not.

I need help, because this is killing me inside.