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oh my goodness, i so forgot to tell you guys about my wierd dream 2 nights ago. (my bad sweatdrop ) so i dreamed that...(btw its not that jordan is all i freaking think about!! honest. eek ) ok so anywayz i was onlines and i checked my e-mails and then i get this oh-so-strange IM from jordan because i remembered i haven't talked to him in lyk ten days after that dead breakup. burning_eyes so then i opened up that IM and it was one of jordan's songs....basically the song he was promising me, to write to me on my birthday, and it had a picture of his lyrics and a whole bunch of freakky phycko toxicc heart 's and it was wierd becuz then i strangely just started crying becuz i remembered how he promised me a song.. (considering no one has written me a song before, ever in my short a** life!) eek and i knew this was all just fake, there was no way he was falling back for me....at least not now.. stare and then he kept on saying how he was sooo sorry, i didn't know what to tell to jordan i guess. then after that freaky, crazy IM, i some how popped up in his school, (Montbello high school.) and i saw him and Timothy, (his frend) it was just weird. i wanted to talk to him, but then i was avoiding him cry cry cry and then i woke up and when i was awake for real this time, he actually IMed me and told me how much i make him so happy and i now wanted to cry becuase talk about major de-ja-vu eek eek
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