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Beautiful oblivion, Is the reason I take my drug I wipe existence away, With every uncaring shrug It is my escape, It is my...fate I feel the glances, Stabbing me in the back Don't you understand that courage! Is the one thing that I lack?
(I hear you ask me)
"Don't you want to stop this?" I say no! "Don't you want to be alive?" And I say no! "You know you could do it, If you really tried" And I say no, every single time! This is not your life, This is mine! I am living in perpetual night! I know it's wrong... But it feels...so right... I just wish I could stand... (Why don't you understand?)
Fleeting emotions, Rage across my face There is something inside me, That just wants to be erased! I find no joy, in this world, The only thing that I feel, is hurt! I hear the voices, Both in and out of my head Why don't you understand?? I wish I was dead!
(And so you ask me again)
"Don't you want to stop this?" I say no! "Don't you want to be alive?" And I say no! "You know you could do it, If you really tried" And I say no, every single time! This is not your life, This is mine! I am living in perpetual night! I know it's wrong... But it feels...so right... I just wish I could stand... (Why don't you understand?)
My memories are hazy, And I only live in the now I can't go back, I can't go forward, There is no way out... From head to toe... I am fading away... And I need just a little more of it... So I can face the day!
(And still you ask me!)
"Don't you want to stop this?" I say no! "Don't you want to be alive?" And I say no! "You know you could do it, If you really tried" And I say no, every single time! This is not your life, This is mine! I am living in perpetual night! I know it's wrong, But it feels so right! (I just wish I could stand...) Why won't these nightmares, go away? (Maybe it's because, I won't change) I am crazy, just a little deranged! (Why don't you...understand...?)
alexknight629 · Sun Mar 28, 2010 @ 12:14am · 0 Comments |
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