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{Heart Broken- Written by Me}

I cry myself to sleep when I think of you.
I think of how you hurt me, how you left me
all alone.
I'd never thought I'd see the day you'd be with her
rather than me.
I was sitting in the rain, with my chin on my knees.
Tears strolling down my face, water splashing around me
everywhere.
My heart beats slower when you're gone.
I feel as if there's an empty hole inside of me.
I'm so scared, no one cares.
You were the one who lifted my spirits, picked
me up off of my feet.

All I remember is all the hurt you caused me.
All I remember is barely breathing.
Nothing will fix the past.
I'm just a blur to you now.
No one can save me from
this deep hole of misery I'm in.


Honey, just go, like you did yesterday. Yesterday.
You left me hangin by a moment.
You looked at me.
And you said: I'm leaving, never returning. Good Bye.
I cried that entire night, thinking what went wrong?
Was I too clingy?
What? Tell me, please. I'll fix myself.

Okay. I see now. You don't want me.
You don't need me.
You got her.
I'm just someone you met, and now I'm
erased from your memories.
So now, this is my final goodbye.