"Sometimes I forget to love you like i should.... But I'd never leave you - no, I never would"
--I finally told him, Yes I did... I don't know if i was proud that I did it..or not. But one thing is or sure, I finally got it out of my chest. and for some reason I feel so much lighter? I feel so bad for him though. But really. whatever happens I'm here for him. as a FRIEND.
--Yesterday, When I went home there was a group of guys murmuring and chitchatting I can hear them say my name....I hate it when that happens. It's like..Hello?! I have ears you know! I can hear you!...But instead of standing my ground. I ran. damn... But I think it's my fault, for it was me who started this whole mess. I just hope it would end no. I seriously do.... But that night he text-ed me "No more text-ing?" and in my head I said well of-course you stupid butt-head. who would text you? seriously you are so full of pride. like who do you think you are anyway? I was about to reply to him, but I knew he wasn't worth it so I didn't... But having said that, I think that silence can really deaf you. Don't you think so?
~Well I guess that's all for now... Cheerio! Got to go heart
JelliMe · Sat May 01, 2010 @ 12:50am · 0 Comments |