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ok my boyfriend broke up with me and im still in love with him and i try to talk to him but he just ignores me. so now i decided to just give him space but its killing me inside that i cant talk to him about anything when i needed him. he was my best friend and i miss him a lot. i told him how i felt about him and all he said was that im in a relationship. he was my life, my world, my everything. he said he broke up with me because he thought it was for the best and maybe we will get back together later on. then he said that he cant make me happy and do things for me the way he wants too. he said he still cared about me and he still loves me. but now the more i think about it the more i kinda understand but he is acting like a butt so thats why i decided to give him his space and i still have his coat and i dont think he will get it back for a while smile haha and im listening to me and his song need you now by lady antebellum and im wearing his coat and i still have every note he has ever gave me, every gift and everything of his i have and its all near me. you can call me obessive but im not its just i havent moved on and i dont think i will ever and i know i wont ever be over him. he is the sweetest, smart, funny guy i have always pictured my self with. i have a stuffed animal he gave me and it smells just like him smile so he isnt that far away. omg i could make a book out of this romance and i could be the next stepfanie meyer. ohh yeah then i better get started on this book biggrin DD see good things do come out of heart breaks even though its 2:20 in the morning.