As if it was to late by SOS
There nothin i can do.
I sit there and clap with the others,
watching the flowers dance in the wind.
I remember back when we were still little.
How we use to play around,
and talk about stuff that children talk about.
As we got older,
we develop new behaviors.
We made new friends and close to new people,
well you got close to new people.
I still wanted to be close to you.
In the following years i haven't shown anything,
that would show my affection for you.
I get nervous and shy when i'm close to you.
What was a one on one with you and me,
we came to a 3.
He was very gentle and would never hurt anyone,
no matter what would happen.
That was when we all started hanging out.
Years blew by and still i haven't show my affection for you.
As if it wasn't to late to tell you about my feelings for you.
i still remember the time you was walking into the hallway,
where i thought it was the perfect place to tell you.
As i pull up to the corner,
somethin stop me from moving forward.
The boy who is now a man was talking about somethin i couldn't believe.
Than he pulled out a ring and put it on your hand.
You smiled,
than you hugged him.
I pull myself back and started holding my chest.
It started to tighten as i got farther away from you.
My eyes started tearing and i felt like i was going to have a heart attack.
What i remember after that,
was being in the hospital,
waking up seeing your face smile like it was back than.
Than that guy show ups next to you hold your hand.
You told me what happen at the place and i fill my eyes with tears.
I said that it was joy for them,
but that was never true.
Now i'm sitting here watching you walk up to the podium.
Taking your vow,
and to be with him and not me.
I would never give up,
always will have my dream of being with you.
Even if that dream with never come true.
I say to you good bye as i walk across a bridge to somewhere,
never to leave that dream.
Always going to be close to you.
As if nothin change as we were little.
 DrSnugglesVI · Sun May 16, 2010 @ 09:27am · 0 Comments |
