I guess it's time to say that I made a mistake...
I spent so much time holding the love in my heart that I hardly realized that I'd lost it.
We're like friends now, if it could be a mutual ending, I'd be so happy.
The truth is that he took too long, and I've met someone else.
I kept telling him that I was gonna move on, and I doubt he believed me. I've back with Dave for about a month and it only made me more sure that it wasn't love anymore. I had truly hoped that the feelings would come back but it seems as though I love him but more like a close friend, not like anything else, I guess I've felt that way since september but I'm always so scared of losing him, he's my safety net. Except that net's always had holes in it and I'm tired of tip toeing through hoping that things will patch up. Because I've fallen, fallen hard and I'm tired of dusting off the bruises and acting like love is enough because it's not. Love is fleeting just like time and as time passes, so does love.
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