These last few weeks my treasure has been growing immensely, the holidays have started and my boyfriend and I have had tons of time to spend together. rofl
I never truly realized how much I've grown dependent on him within these last two years. What I mean to say is, I know I loved him, but now it's a lot more than that I literally need him.
I've found that I can't go a full minute without thinking about him. sweatdrop
It's like he's some kind of drug to me, if I go to long without seeing him or holding him I start showing withdraw symptoms. It gets to a point where it's so bad that I actually start being mean to him?
However this is alright, because he understands...he's so amazing... 4laugh heart heart whee
I don't think I'll ever fully understand why he fell for a complete and utter mental-case like me and for this reason I will do everything in my power to make his life absolute heaven on earth.
I suppose if I was giving any lesson from this piece it would be...uhm...always show your emotions and sometimes you can't explain stuff, they just are...yhea, that sounds pretty good. Okay, also climb out of your cage every once in a while it's fun! mrgreen
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