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I never seem to stay happy. Happiness comes, I love, and I smile. I am able to laugh for a while. Then happiness departs, tears fall, smiles fade. I come crashing down. God seems to tease me, giving happiness away and taking it back. The tragedies in this cruel world never cease. Suicidal thoughts come to my head. The knife is my loyal friend. Death laughes at me, gets closer but never consumes me. Why? I fail to know. So I try all I can to stay happy until life decides to play it's game.