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Ok I decided to write a journal entry for a man on death row. Everything is made how it's supposed to be.

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Journal, never kill someone. its a tough life here in prison, and i wouldnt want you to have to go through this as well. i get little food and water, and the only company i have is you, Journal. but it was worth it. to see that little liar writhing in pain while i punctured his chest multiple times with – sorry Journal, you didnt need to hear that.
i applied for a pardon today. i would have applied earlier, if i knew it was that easy! ha! the sooner I get out of here, the sooner his little friend will – pardon me. ok im better. but yes, the application. last minute. i truly hope i get out of here alive. i was not born to die like this. i dont deserve this! HE did. HE brought it on himself! all I did was help by ridding the world of HIM.
i... i apologize. All this time alone, maybe it is going to my head. youre the only person I have Journal. nobody else wants to talk to me in here. they all say im going crazy! im not going crazy, am I Journal!? no! thats right! THEY are the ones that are going crazy!
youre right Journal. maybe I should calm down a bit. seeing as this might be the last time I talk to you. in a few days, if my pardon doesnt come in, its to the chair with me. the chair... THE CHAIR. that was my flaw Journal! i left blood splatter on the chair! thats how they caught me! well I wont mess up next time, they wont catch me! ill get away! ill get his little friend, then you and me can sail off into the mystique and – mystique... mist... Misty!
i wonder if she will still love me, when she hears of what I have done!? no! she mustn’t know! she cant! how i long to gaze into her deep blue eyes, stroke her silky blonde hair and feel her soft, soft hands holding mine once again... oh Misty.
Journal... never kill someone...
David Fabula
Day 359


-Taken from the journal of David Fabula after he was executed.