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I'm sick of being bullied by my little brother, just because he's taller than me and stronger..
I sick of being fussed at by my dad at 6:00am for every little freakin' thing.
I'm sick of people yelling and juding me for still likeing a guy who "ripped my heart out and played me" when I know he didn't.
I'm sick of lieing to my self just so I'll stop crying.
I'm sick of my parents not helping me for college what so ever.
I'm sick of people complaining about being broke when they're holding a ciggerette in one hand a beer in the other.
I'm sick of people telling me that I'm constantly wrong or what I love isn't really worth anything to me.
I'm sick of wearing a smile just to avoid questions.
I'm sick of every guy saying that they can spare a shoulder to cry on only so they can treat you a slut.
I'm sick of feeling empty when I see a couple kiss or hug.
I'm sick of trying to help people who never listen.
I'm sick of not having any place to go.
I'm sick of feeling lifeless.
I'm sick of not having anyone I can trust. And if I can trust them, I don't want to bother them or they won't know what to do or care.

I'm sick of being lost....