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Oh, Hello there. May I help you with anything. Are you hurt? My name is Carmen Anthis but you can call me Carmen to my friends, Ms. Carmen to the patients, Ms. Anthis to the other workers. As I'm sure you can see, I am a female. When I was murdered by my fellow workmates my age was 22 years old.

My life may be fun but I find myself to like Men and women and Walks on the beach, reading any book I get a hold of, fake tattoos (childish I know), Greek Mythology, my family, fruit, children, the rain, classical music, water color, being with my fiancé, learning, sweets, any shade of purple. I've also found that I cannot stand when my fiancé is hurt, when someone dies, when my family is hurt, thunder and lighting, loud noises, some veggies, pork, when something of mine brakes, stress, beauty queens, Cats (allergic), clowns, Birds (thanks to a horror movie), when it's to cold, when it's to hot, bugs, and jerks. I've come to realize that my death was a bad thing. Most of the doctors still around are dangerous and are hurting others. They also did things to each other such as; Poison? I can honestly say I don't know how I died. that day went as normal as possible. I was doing a couple of things for Dr. Kazutaka and i went to get my coffee from the small brake room. I finished it off and then went back to work. All was well for me. I had just helped this one little girl enough for her to be able to leave her room. I got in a fight with that bloody red head Ruby and then walked off in a bit of a bad mood.

it was around lunch that i started feeling really weird. I was getting dizzy and it was getting hard to see. I started stumbling trying to find someone who could help or at least a place to sit. I thought it was just a spell from the over stress i been under. you know planing a wedding, school, and interning. It was all finally getting to me. I finally sat down and i laid my head down for a bit. everything was then starting to hurt. like i was feeling as i normally felt after work. but just that morning i was feeling really good. I closed my eyes and then everything kinda just stayed dark.

There was a time that I was wasn't working as an Intern. I lived with my single mother in a two bedroom apartment most of my life. My mom worked two jobs to support us but she never let me go hungry or with out something I needed. I may not have gotten everything i wanted but at least I knew my mom was taking care of me well. We always had a roof over our heads, food in our stomachs, and clothes on our back. Me and my mother were happy with our lives. it was just me and her till i was about 12.

When I was 12 my mother met someone and started dating him. everything was fine for the first year; he was an ok guy. I personally didn't like him though but mother said it was because i was jealous of him. Still she kept dating him and a year later when I was 13 years old he moved in. for the first week it was clam but then the d**k started to drink and would send his nights beating my mom. I'd lock my door and normally cry myself to sleep. oh he never touched me partly because I was always locked in my room, at school, or with friends. I hated that man more then anything. I wanted him gone or dead. I would often tell mother she needed to call the cops but she wouldn't do it. she calmed he was stressed.

I got a job at 16 to save for collage. when i graduated at 18 I went straight into collage with a scholarship. I wanted to be a doctor so i could help others feel better. I kept working and going to school. I had no life since I worked full time and went to school full time. I had to become a doctor. I had to do something with my life. I had to get out of this life I was in now. that's what pushed me to work harder and harder in school. I didn't get straight A's but I got good enough grades to keep the scholarship; always good.

When I was 20 I met this really nice guy in school and began to date him; try keeping up your life while working and going to school. We both managed though and after 6 months we became engaged to one another and moved in together. It was now an ok life. I had someone who loved me I just got threw two years of school and working on my third year. I Now figured I would be ok with my life. I started to relax more and learned the great words called going out meant. I went out but it was only with my boyfriend and it was mostly pizza at his place; still loved ever minute of it though.

When i was 21 I got picked for an Intern ship at Star Cross Hospital. There I became Dr, Kazutaka's Intern. Working for him was pretty fun. he was really nice and kind to all his patients. He would even let me take over sometimes so I'd learn by doing rather just doing things for him. He'd teach me everything I needed to know to become a doctor there. I knew i still had a lot to learn and still going to school allowed me to keep up with him in what he was talking about and teaching; also reading a head helped. when we had time he'd even help me study. I had a lot of respect for him and what he did. After that I treated them with respect and kindness. I tried to be a good person and never treated them as if they were just problems we had to deal with. I treated them like they were still the people they were. But don't let that get in the way of our friendship. I'm really fun loving! I love to have fun and goof around with my friends and my lover. I'm also very kind hearted and sweet. I'll be nice to you even if i don't like you; kill with kindness.I will admit if you truly get on my nerves i'll be a bit hurtful to you. I'm very honest and will tell you the truth even if it hurts. I'll tell you in a nice way though. I'm a bit feisty and hot headed at times and i can be really stubborn but that's only if i don't agree in what your teaching me. I'm can have a bit of a temper so I'd watch how you teat someone i care about.

Anyway, well I'm off to check on the other. I hope you have a great day.