Me and my friend have a lot in common, starting with our love of anime to the fact that our hearts have been stolen by guys who live a freakishly long distance away. But what I go through is nothing compared to her. She's in love with a guy named Daniel who lives on the east coast...and I'm freaked out about 300 miles away from the guy I like >.< Anyway, back to my friend. She and Daniel talk to each other every night on the phone and always end it with an 'I love you' *heart melts* But last month Daniel got himself a girlfriend where he lives, who supposedly is like my friend. He's grown distant from my friend and its absolutely breaking her heart! She calls him every now and then asking how his girlfriend is and what they're doing and stuff...but he doesn't give her straight answers anymore. The girlfriend knows about my friend though, Daniel told about her, and at first she said she was okay with the fact that my friend loves him as well. But now...the girlfriend feels threatened.
Today was the first time I've ever seen my friend cry about this. She's usually this really strong hearted girl, but today she just broke down. Daniel's girlfriend put a really nasty comment on myspace about how my friend should stop flirting with him and all these other horrible things to her and they all finally got to her. Though my friend bounced back really fast saying that the girl is lucky that they'd never meet...because if they did there would be a huge fight.
But the more I listened to her...the more I thought about something...would I end up like her? Would I sacrifice my own happiness and peace of mind for someone living far away? I'm watching a girl farther down the road I'm on and it scared me. I'm positive that the guy I love has a girlfriend, no matter how many times I feel that he's wooing me XD But I keep my feelings aside because I want him to be happy, so I keep it all to myself...unlike my friend who has already confessed her love for the guy.
Even if a long distance relationship does work out, one still doesn't have control for what the other does far away. Maybe if I was gutsy like my friend and taking risks...maybe I could get what I want in return. But the thing is that somethings are just not worth the pain hearing...maybe I should ask the guy I like if he has a girlfriend...but then again, the answer I get might be something I don't want to hear...I'm such a coward >.< But the one thing I know for sure is...I hope I don't end up like my friend...constantly waiting by a phone waiting for a guy
maybe that's why I'm waiting for the guy I like to confess first - ' '- But then again...that never works out for me....
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It's not nice to make people cry...
And no making sacrifices of your own happiness for a guy 300 miles away, kay?
I'm happy when your happy, so don't end up crying yourself either, or else I'd have to be sad, and you wouldn't want that....
...Because....
..I might end up drowning my sorrows in a 2 liter jug of soda, drown, come back to life in a zombie like form, try cooking pancakes, cook my hand instead, catch on fire, turn to ash, blow away in the wind, finally form in one place in Hawaii, get resurected, forget why I was sad, go home, remember, and repeat.
...And, like I said, nobody wants that...it's a total waste of pancake mix.
Bah, beside the ramble,
don't feel down, okay?
Besides, I can sort of relate to your problem,
but I don't let it get to me.
...until breakfest comes around... O o;