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The book graced the young male by covering his eye sight, allowing him to make it through the moment of Jason nearly dropping his towel and showing his goods. It would have truly been embarrassing and heart stopping. He only peeked over the top of the book as the other instructed him where to put it, nodding his head and agreeing with a soft, "Alright!"By the time Jason came out, thankfully dressed and no longer posing a danger to Dominic by exposing himself, he'd put the book on the man's work desk.

Still, he was finishing off his cereal when the man emerged. He was trying not to be so obvious in the awkwardness he was feeling by being near him, acting as though nothing had happened when really the thoughts were looping and playing over and over again in his mind... but it failed. Shifting around uncomfortably and averting Jason's gaze really wasn't the smoothest way to play off that he wasn't affected by the kiss at all - it would have been a blatant lie.

Barely, just barely he caught what the man had said under his breath after the question was asked, which made his thoughts swirl as he got up to take his empty bowl back to the kitchen. He didn't have time to answer before the cheery Brad popped in. Putting the dish in the sink, he stood by the counter, smiling and nodding. "Yeah, a few here and there." The smile wavered, however, and he averted his gaze, thinking about last night. It wasn't exactly fun, no... Maybe if they would have been drunk, it would have turned out differently...

He found himself unable to answer, especially when the man came and reached over him, gripping his shoulder. Dominic stiffened, bashfully looking to Jason for a moment before shifting his gaze to Brad. Really, he was trying not to act weird but... the fact that he was even being touch made his heart throb. "P-party?" he stammered, trying to get his heart rate back under control. As soon as the man let go he moved to stand in front of Brad, looking up at him curiously and maybe even a bit sullenly.

"Sorry, but, I don't think I've heard anything about a party, so you know.... Probably not." Dominic gave a soft smile. He would love to go to a party, but... if he wasn't invited, he couldn't go. Faintly, he wondered why he wasn't invited, but he didn't dwell on the thoughts too long. "I don't think I was invited, but when you go, you have fun, okay?"

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Lucian blushed at the teasing, frowning slightly, "Always teasing me..." he mumbled as he was helped out of his shirt as well as his pants. Moaning at the mouth over his arousal, Lucian lightly bit his bottom lip at the wonderful feeling."Oh Jacob.."he moaned. Gasping softly as he was turned over, however at the unexpected question, Lucian looked confused at first until his shoulders where grabbed and he was pulled up into a sitting position.

It wasn't until the next question that Lucian realized what Jacob was talking about. Looking at his beloved, Lucian couldn't help but look away from Jacob. Bitting his bottom lip, it was something that he didn't want to talk about but he knew that Jacob wasn't going to relent on this. Closing his eyes, Lucian bent his head down and nodded. Bringing his hands up to cover his face as Lucian's shoulders began to shake with silent sobs. His voice muffled from behind his hands. "It hurt so much.."

"The day of the corrination... he was there. I don't know how, he must have changed into someone else. Cornelius was suppose to bo standing guard in front of my room." he said as let his hands fall to his lap. Lucian didn't care if he was still nude in front of Jacob. However, Lucian still didn't look up at Jacob, tears falling and dripping onto to hands and lap. "Somehow he was able to get into my room while I was resting and change back into you. I..." Lucian finally looked up at Jacob, his eyes red from the tears. "I'm so sorry!! I thought he was you and he kissed me and asked me to come with him. I wasn't thinking!! I was stupid. I just wanted to be with you!!"

It hurt telling Jacob this, if Lucian had it his way, Jacob would never find out what happened between him and Aion. "That night I went, but on the way to the cottage. I realized that you would never ask me to go with you. But I went anyway to bring him in so you and Clara could come home. When I got there, there wasn't anyone there. Suddenly..." Lucian took a deep shakey breath as he looked down.

"Suddenly the door closed and something was jammed into it to keep it closed so no one could get in. I... I was forced onto the bed. My... my c-clothes rip..ripped o-off. H-he then... I.. I could feel t-the b-blood dripping down my thighs," he said as he looked back up at Jacob. "Please don't hate me."

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As his blue eyes shifted outwards towards the city, he winced slightly since the sun was still bright outside. Walking over to the ledge, Jason soon moved to sit down on the balcony, looking out to the city with a cigarette hanging out of his mouth. Taking it from his mouth to let out a huge puff of smoke, he wasn't looking at the other after he said those words to him."I suppose it is....it's always my fault,"Jason said to the other, his eyes trailing to the ground, still feeling the sting of his aunt's slap from yesterday.

"I never told you...the full story about my parents,"Jason said to the other, although he had avoided this part about his past with Dalton."I was a sophomore in high school. We had moved three times over the years, and I had a hard time adjusting to a new school...until I met this guy named Tyler,"he explained, moving the cigarette to his lips again, taking a small hit before killing it on the ground in front of him and flicking it off the balcony."Soon enough, we were dating in secret, and became inseparable. I'd only be lying to myself...if I said I hadn't been in love with him,"Jason looked up to Dalton before standing up again.

"Tyler had grown extremely jealous...and would constantly hurt himself over me. At one point, he even went to the hospital. However, I tried to break it off...since I couldn't stand the thought of him cutting himself over me,"he could remember that night, and how his heart sank to hear Tyler crying out at him when he left the hospital room."Two days later, Tyler had run away from the hospital to my house..where he ran into my parents. The police believe they tried to calm him down, but out of anger from not being able to see me, he stabbed the both of them mercilessly. After that...Tyler killed himself...,"Jason had to force himself to say this, not getting very far before he brought a hand to his face. Even as tears fell again, Jason couldn't find the strength to turn away from Dalton."My aunt still blames me...for bringing this on my parents.."

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