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The pain is so great! I don't understand what happened to us my beloved! I love you so much, but I hate you at the same time. I don't know which way to turn. You were the only man in my life and now that you are gone, I can not stop crying! I don't understand why this happened. I hate you but I love you. I want you to come back to me! I'd gladly forgive you everything if you just told me you loved me and not her. Just me! I don't know what to do my love. You've left me here with a broken heart and a dashed future full of broken dreams. Even after all you've put me through, I still love you. Please..please come back to me. You told me you'd always love me, you'd always be there. Your heart has gone astray, but I'll be right here waiting!