Is it possible to start to have a crush one someone again after you lost intrest in them...? i know it sounds like.. "wow, what a douch bag messing with peoples hearts" well to be honest i never got with the person in the first place. I am talking about my best friend. Her name is Nikki. She is amazing in like every way and although she is not the prettiest girl i think she is beautiful and yea... when i first met her and we became friends i had a crush on her and reallly liked her and everything but then i was like "ok its never going to happen" so i moved on and got a girlfriend, yada yada. and she always has had a boyfriend and never liked me so.. yeah.
Anyways, recently its been like i have a crush on her again. I get these momments when i just want to make out with her whenever we are to close, and then there are the many dreams that i have been having about her. Not that theyh are sexual, most of the dreams we are usually us cuddleing or like kissing for the first time well lying in a bed, well under the stars... yeah i dont know how we are lying on a bed under the stars. my dreams usually dont make any sense so...
Like i was saying! yea, i think i have developed feelings for her again and i dont know why... i thought i was over this a long time ago, but its back for some reason. Does that happen to you? anyone who is reading this cause it has never really happend to me before. I never got why people get back with their Ex's if they broke up and were like "i hate you" but i guess people can start to like people again. Though i guess me situation is different since we never really hooked up in the first place.
anyways, nothing has really been going on in my life. Just thinking about the future and well, doing homework. Unforchunatly my life is really boring so i guess i will go now and not waste anyway one elses time.
BTW, new albums. Mayday Parade EP, The color Morale, The human abstarct, and i think others that i can remember now. Anyways... BYE! biggrin lol
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