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I feel like I been though this so many time but I just have no idea how am I gonna place it. No really how am I gonna place it but if you don't know yet my dog died and I kind of sprinted my ankle it getting better but whats not getting better is this whole drama i got myself in to i would like to place ((Just in Plan)) even I saw this coming but what i didnt saw coming was this random event about people knocking on doors about some religion when did this happen really ?

another note

I learn im really sexual active for some reason? i dont know how this happen even when i didnt know what just happen were these birds. i thought they were mice guess i was wrong but i guess it happens even when I with to lowes i feel like a murderer looking at hackets, crow bars, knives and hammer i truly dont feel like myself that day even when i was looking for a camera at pawn shops everything in my head was like traps traps traps traps traps traps and the computer i saw was like megatrap for some reason they dont work even with that computer they were selling for 42.2k that has a password eeh~ feels like there keeping something from me in this one
then in that day i sold one of my computers bad thing about it i didnt get much on it just like 200$ when it 100% full install nothing wrong with it and i wasted 900$ at that ******** but i really needed the money what pieces of crap if that was a case i should sell them this computer :/

i notices i havent been eating right lately i eat like one or two meal a day and it really pulling a toll on me really but i saw this book about cooking at the bookstore but didnt have enough for it kind was in a limb cause i had to pay rent and not enough cash err you know im thinking i should get a roommate but i dont feel like getting one that might be a d**k or something i even hate the fact i feel really stupid around people
i normally dont feel this way but i do for some reason oh and this game that gonna come out this winter gonna piss me off more then it is but who cares the series is confusing and dead why not just give it a reboot and end this stupid crap

i did a small rant and might do one next time but i dont think i would use that deatn note voice thing but im still thinking what i should do later oh i think i forgot something but then again it better for me to forget then to remember.
~ayame