So anyway, been a while since I posted a journal entry and much has changed. I am now without a significant other, I guess I'm ok with that...idk. Kenny lives in Texas, and Heather and Elias are staying here for now. Back to the singleish part...was a freaking hurtful as hell day. One minute talking how much he loved me and never wanted to lose me then the next minute dumping me... eek cry We still talk but sometimes it's really hard on me...my feelings remain even after all this time (6 mos). I recently found my first love, another not good ending story. He cheated on me when we were engaged. I thought about him on and off through the years and wondered how he turned out...seems he's still a scum. His wife died and he only waited 4 months before he had sex with someone else...low! Talked to another ex recently too...also not a good turnout, he is still lying to me even though we are only friends. We broke up a few years ago, now he's not talking to me at all...his choice...oh well! Anyhow...life goes on, such as it is. Sometimes I wonder why I can't just go now, why can't it be my time? I guess he's just not ready for me yet, or he still has earthly plans for me. Time will tell. I guess that's enough for now. Thanks for reading...byes cool
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