I Wish...
I wish I could kiss him one more time.. I wish I could hold him one more time.. I wish I could see him one more time..
I wish we could start over.. I wish we could be friends.. I wish we could be together..
I wish he wanted to kiss me again.. I wish he loved me the way I love him.. I wish he could see all the suffering he has caused me..
I wish I never met him.. I wish I never kissed him.. I wish I never loved him..
I wish he never said " I love you.".. I wish he never lied to me.. I wish he never threw me aside like I was nothing..
I wish I couldn't be replaced so easily.. I wish I couldn't think about him constantly.. I wish I could stop crying over him..
I wish he actually loved me.. I wish he actually cared about me.. I wish he was actually sorry......
but.. none of these wishes came true.. not a single one.. all I wonder and wish for the answer about now is.. Why?..Why does it hurt so bad? This has happened to me before and I didn't care. So why him? Why this guy? Am I in-love? I truely think so. But..Why?
Jammed Jelly · Sun Jun 19, 2011 @ 01:36am · 0 Comments |