I can't handle it alone. I'm tired of being there one day, and then the next, gone without a word, a reason or a care. And blame for it no less I'll assume.
I never talk that much on my own, because opening my mouth is usually led me to foolish things. Staying silent has done even worse for me again. And again, and Again.
Why am I coming back here, time and time again? I can spend money to make others happy, but, I don't think I truly make them happy. It's always some gimmick, whether it's sex appeal, overbearing kindness, or cuteness, but it's always fast, and fading just the same.
My feelings for my friends never change, so when I become upset because they leave me behind, or just.. drop me like I didn't even exist... of course I'm going to hurt. Should I just stay quiet and let it happen? I don't have much of a choice..
I've got a life to live, damnit I'm near thirty, I can't sit online all day, as much as I want to. It's not the same.
Right now I just want to tell the world to ******** off right now. And it's not like me at all.
Just leave me alone. I'm not even worth the time to RP with, or even be around.
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