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I lie awake every night in pain
why am I doing this again
I want to know where I went wrong

I am a walking firebomb; Everything I touch burns to the ground
Flames all around
The product of another breakdown

Get away, Just run away
Don't look back, don't make a sound
Get away, Just run away
You don't want to be here when it all goes down

I am a timebomb just waiting to go off
You'd probabably be better off just running

And as sun breaks across the sky
I fall to my knees and start to cry
What the hell is wrong with me?

Why do I feel so dead inside?
I can't remember what it's like to feel alive
What went wrong?
can nobody tell me?

I learned a long time ago
the things you love are best to be let go
before they end up dead in your arms

And any hopes you have of getting close
Are just as ashes in the wind
everything dies