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Who are friends? People who care, who know you like a math teacher knows math, a person who wont lie to you or about you, a person who doesn't talk bad about you, and someone who trys to help you. But the amount of real friends are low. I learned that today.... My "friends" all didbthe opposite of one of the few things listed above. It hurts to not have tthat sdhoulder to cry on; to know all ypou have are people who think they know you, when you can nanme more things about them. I know I hide lots from others but its because they aren't used to seeing me like that, I have to be strong. I still cry myself to sleep many nights and I still wan't to get away from my life start anew but I can't I'm to weak.